It’s a miracle n FIRST DAY OF SCH REOPEN

8 Nov

I’m still awake! Geez! It’s 2.15a.m in the morning.
and today ~ was my final semester in NYP.
which means.. I’M GRADUATINGG SOONNN!
Dunno is HAPPY OR SCARED! ):

my previous posted how emo am i for the first paragraph.
i even mention that perhaps i should let it go for awhile..
and temporary disable R/S..
who knows this afternoon (7 nov)
Jun Guanggg called me ~

I wasn’t really want to answer his call..
but my mind kept asking me to pick up his call..
so i answer.
He says he wants to meet me!
I wasn’t really excited at that point of time..
cos i’ve already promise to have dinner wif jose.

So i rejected him.. say NO.
but he insisted to meet me …
and i shld say this was the first time he ever said that to me on the phone.
i was WOW!
ok enough about Jun Guangg..

My mood now was HUNGRYYYYY!!
but i can’t eat something right now. COS ITS V EARLY RIGHT NOW..
AND IM STILL AWAKE! I couldn’t sleep!
Maybe it’s because i’m pretty excited about the first day of school reopen..

the feeling of getting to meet my classmates~
chatting with them..
disturbing them..
how great it was..
i just want to cherish the very last semester with them before we graduate.
and time flies.. It’s my FINAL SEMESTER! MEaning I’m leaving NYP v SOON!

enough of blogging already. My brain is quite empty somehow due to hunger.
Shall update soon with more photos!
Good nights ~ CIAO! 😀

//updated

the feeling was very excited.
reason was, i’ve got to see my classmates again.
and first lecture of the day was HRM and practice
and our class is as noisy as before..

wanna know why?
it’s because of JEROME JEE!
the NOISIEST and LOUDEST of all in our class~

and guess wad?
i’m officially broke ):
thanks to the lecture notes.

Get a life ~

6 Nov

a msg was received from bf that he can’t meet me due to his NS.
i was indeed disappointed. But there’s nth i can do either.
Just have to accept the fact. That’s his life. i can’t stop it either.
Nvm about that anyway. Even though my heart was upset, but still.. life just goes on.
Let it go for awhile. Maybe i will feel better.

oh ya, dad was talking about going to Hangzhou.. perhaps next yr or the year after next year.
I am so excited to go Hangzhou especially the mount huangshan. Looking at the photos..
that my friend took.. i really feel like visiting!

don’t you think its very nice? Gosh ~

i am so NOT looking forward to school reopen.
At first, i was looking forward to it, however when i see my timetable..
OMGGG! it SUCKS.

i hope sch days will make my life better with no worries..
and i will try not to think so much and lead a simple life.
GET A LIFE, MOVE ON!

For the time being now, SAY NO to R/S…
Temporary disable.

random thoughts

1 Nov

my mind is full of complicated feelings.
i myself even don’t understand why am i feeling this way.
Sometimes, i really hate myself being like that.
Women are always filled with flicked minded feelings.

recalling the past i’ve been doing was really sucks.
my life just sucks.
sucks as in my personality.
you know wad i wish to do now?
is to don’t think so much and get a life to move on.

Maybe, i really should let it go.
Just like wad jun guang has told me.

In this life, there is nothing you can’t do or think,
it is you, yourself who wants to do it or not.
If everyone keeps on thinking about its past,
you will never move on and never gets to the ending that you wish to be,
eventually won’t come to you.

Perhaps, i shouldn’t have talk about my relationship.
Perhaps, i should let it go for a while and start to plan wad should i do next.
There’s a quote in chinese, 是你的就是你的,不是你的,你在怎么勉强也不会有好结果。

I should make myself happy right?
I don want to be unhappy.. i just want to lead a simple life.
Not much stress and have freedom.
Maybe i really should think this way.

Chaotic feeling

30 Oct

time passes real fast, a new semester will be started on 8 Nov.
it will be my final semester in NYP.
it’s almost past 3 years ever since i step in to NYP to study.
i tell myself, i will strike hard to produce good results.
Guess, it’s time to say goodbye to holiday.

Final Semester means graduating soon.
Graduating soon means i will be in the working world soon.
Meaning, it’s really work. Filled with pressure and responsibility.
There is fear somehow in my mind, I’m really scared.

In the past, ever since i’ve enter my study in ITE..
I will tell myself, i wanted to go Poly so that my parents and relative won’t look down on me.
I want to proof myself i can do it and eventually i make to poly,
which one of the happiest thing i’ve ever done in my life.

However, things changed when i’ve enter to poly.
the word changed really CHANGED as in my career.
I told myself, what are my strength and weakness?
people were asking me, “hey, after you graduated; what kind of job will you be working?”
I seriously got no idea wad am i going to do next.

I’m scared of interview. I have no confident in everything. I just lost somehow.
I really need someone who can guide me? But, who can i trust? I’m speechless

Overdue photos

28 Oct

Back to SINGAPORE

20 Oct

i’m back from my LONG holidays! 10 days of holiday in Shanghai and Hong Kong.
Well, overall the trip was satisfactory. Not say it’s not good or bad.
There’s always pros and cons somehow. Eventually i did enjoyed myself.
I love the weather in Hangzhou, one of the province in China.
the weather was COLD! Really really cold. But the feeling was GREAT.

Honestly speaking, Shanghai was a nice city. I enjoyed travelling there.
It’s only in Suzhou that i don’t really enjoyed the most. Perhaps it was raining ba.
Well, i love the scenery in China not the people. Seriously, the people was sucks.
没有文化..没有礼貌.. gosh!

i never regretted going to the Shanghai World Expo 2010.
Was quite impressed our country Singapore did for the World Expo.
i was only disappointed with the rooftop. It did not attract me. The lights were not bright enough.

Photos will be up soon ~ im too lazy to upload. Ciaoz

tml!

9 Oct

i’m leaving SG for 10 days to Shanghai and Hong Kong wif my mum and dad tml.
brother is not going as he need to serve his NS. haiz, not a complete family going. Wad a waste.
i’m so looking forward tml ~ WHAHAHA!

will post lots of photos when im back!
DO miss me ya!

MISS my DEAREST BF jun Guangg and my beloved frens!
See you guys on the 19 oct! 😀